Stuck here in this dark place unable to find an ounce of light
I lye down on the cold ground. Balling my body up and waiting for something or someone to pull me from this eternal prison of despair and coldness. My heart is heavy from so much hate and sadness, bound by fiery hot chains that pin me to this dark and horrible place. Unable to see anything else other than darkness I close my eyes in hopes of imaging a better place.
A place that darkness free where I can roam around without anything holding me back, somewhere so that my heart won't feel so heavy and bond by the chains of pain. How I wish to feel the warmth of light on my skin, the feeling of kindness, joy, and love. I would want to be able to laugh with other people and to finally have friends who care a lot about me, who accept me for whom I am, and think of me as a part of their family. We all work together to make each other feel better when we are down.
This is the work of my imagination that is keeping my faith alive cause when I close my eyes I truly think that I am in the caring arms of someone, with a pure, caring, kind, and loving heart. But then I am pulled back to reality when I open my eyes and am faced with darkness again. I have wondered what it would be like if I could keep my eyes closed forever never to wake up from that beautiful vision that I so desirably wish to be reality and to finally be taken away from this cold place. Which is why I ask for someone anyone to help finally keep me asleep permanently so that my heart and soul may finally be freed into the light of my imagination.